Tuesday, November 28, 2017

11/20/17

Today's Horoscope

All signs:
The stars know that we all have something hidden away, something that no one understands. A secret, a thing we can never forgive ourselves for, even if it's not our fault. We still feel we should have been able to fix it, or overcome it, or somehow make it right or die trying.
Only we didn't die. We didn't fix it either. We have to live with that, and somehow learn to go on.
And when those voices in your head start bringing it all up again in the middle of the night, you need to push them out and roll over and go back to sleep. When it hits you out of nowhere because a song plays or you hear a name, you need to shake it off and keep going.
If you don't, it will cripple you. It will pull you under and it will erode who you are until you're nothing but a shell.
And for what? All that pain and self inflicted misery that doesn't help you or anyone else. Sorrow helps us heal, but only up to a point, then it's just self-flagellation.
So you tried and tried again, and you came up short. It is what it is.
The stars implore you, forgive yourself, forgive anyone that put you in that position or hurt you. Forgive the universe, because the universe doesn't keep track of what happens to you. You're the only one doing that, and you can't be impartial.
Take a deep breath, and let the weight you are so frightened of letting go roll off your shoulders, and start moving forward again.

It's either that, or stay in the darkness and the deep water and hope you don't drown in a pit of your own making. Aren't you worth more than that?

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